Secrets hide behind lingering eyes
as lustful words become lustful deeds
your touch haunts my dreams
and your voice, my thoughts
keep lying to yourself
you dont need him
you dont want him
drowning in your own little fairytale.

My parents like numbers ending in nine.

So, im grounded for nineteen days.
School, then home, no friends. D:
Let the count down begin,

So Allow me to keep you updated on current events in Melissa's life :]

This is Linus and Sabrina.
they were found by my neighbor who says they were abondoned by people who just didnt take them when they moved.
The neighbor lady (Chris) offered me 10 bucks to give both of them a bath, i love money, so I wasnt about to say no, I would've done it for free. xD.
My family is a bunch of dog lovers, we already have three other dogs, so of course we absoloutely loved them.

The next day they were taken in to get all the knarls out of there hair and be properly examined. 
Linus was fine but Sabrina has deformity in her two front legs and she doesn't and never will have teeth.

I now have 5 dogs :]

Break away.

I belong to the city.

   I've never been to cities like LA or NY before, but I know I'm a city girl.
I'm in love with Chicago. Ecspecially at night. I can't wait to graduate highschool, I'm going to travel, I've never been much of anywhere. Well actually, i've only been to Illinois and Missouri before, one day though, I'll be blogging to you guys from the great New York. I promise.

The fall.

Day light dies
black out the skies
Does anyone care?
Is anybody there?
Take this life
Empty inside
Im already dead
I'll rise up to fall again.

Fighter.

I know sometimes in life you feel stuck
You're feeling down, and out of luck
You feel the words against you
no one gives a fuck
but just keep your head up
gradually your days will get brighter
you can make it through because you're a fighter.

Trapped.

My thoughts have never been more unorganized. More unpredictable.

11:05pm.

If we spend our entire lifes looking for a way out. An escape if you will. Then, what happens when we find it, and realise we were never running from anything.

11:11pm exactly, right now, lets say, for shits and giggles that this right here is our way out, our second chance, our get out of jail free card.  Close your eyes, make your wish, what did you wish for?

Every time 11:11 hits, i make my wish, 11:12, guess what, your wish, isn't coming true.

I'm tired of wishing.

I'm tired of waiting.

Waste Your Time.

[verse one]
You have eyes to see and ears to hear
but you cant see im dying
you cant hear me crying
You wont explain, your lips are sealed

[chorus]
Cmon baby waste your time on me
Cmon baby dont lie to me
Baby im speaking your language here
Cmon baby waste your time with me
[verse two]
You have eyes to see and ears to hear
but you dont see me dying
you dont hear me crying
this is our song-this is my song
to get things through to you
[verse three]
lets pretend nothings diffrent tonight
hold me in your arms just for tonight
I know you miss it too
Dont play games baby, you miss being my boo
[chorus]
Cmon baby waste your time on me
Cmon baby dont lie to me
Baby im speaking your language here
Cmon baby waste your time with me
[verse four]
I want to get through to you
so ill write it down
and hope you hear me better-
hope you see me better
[verse five]
I dont think you understand
You drive me crazy
I hate that i love you
and id love to hate you
[verse six]
but Baby your my drug and im addicted
lets go on a (drug) trip
and pretend that nothings diffrent tonight
hold me in your arms one more time
[chorus x2]
Cmon baby waste your time on me
Cmon baby dont lie to me
Baby im speaking your language here
Cmon baby waste your time with me


I regret you.